There will always be a next time, we say. But it’s not true, is it. Today’s certainties may well be gone tomorrow. So if you really want to explore your submissive dreams, then strike while the iron is hot. It took me years to get there, because I became a master at postponing things. Money was a perfect excuse, for example. I’d set my mind on a foreign Mistress who lived a thousand miles away. Going there, staying there for a couple of days and paying for the sessions; I convinced myself it wasn’t worth all that money. When money was no longer the issue, I bought myself some time by questioning my submissive feelings again. And when I ran out of questions, I used my work as a scapegoat. I wasted so much valuable time and I will regret that the rest of my life. Trust me: at the end of the day it’s not about being ready, it’s about being submissive.
When I was a wee bairn I used to write a lot of Femdom stories. I’d never actually seen (let alone met) a Mistress, so I had to imagine what She looked like. I daydreamed about each detail: Her hair, Her eyes, Her lovely smile and the beauty of Her legs. After a while I could picture Her in my head and She became the leading Mistress in all my childhood stories. Many years later I came across Mistress Vixen’s website for the very first time. A memorable moment, because I stopped breathing for several minutes (like a never-ending long-distance smother of some sorts). This was the Mistress of my stories! I couldn’t believe my eyes and had to pinch myself in the nuts. I could have sued Her for plagiarism 😉, but unfortunately I can’t print the lovely stuff that’s going on in my tiny brain, so I’m unable to proof it. So case closed, zipper open. Needless to say there’s no limit to my adoration for Her, because She already owned my ass before She became a Mistress. Miraculous! Sadly enough Her lovely website has been offline for more than a year now, but you can buy Her (new) clips at Desire Her and Her Store.